Slightly
Just slightly
Freaking out
The last semester
I didn't really make it
Didn't go all the way through
I hope to make it this time
I want to make it this time
I have to make it this time
Don't really have to
But I should try too
At least anyway
Because if I don't try
Then I will be failing
That's something I don't want to be an option anymore
Stick with it
Ashley
Fucking stick to it
See it all the way through
Don't quit
Don't be a failure
Being a failure
Is not an option anymore
The only option is success
That means C's and higher
Getting a degree
And getting a job
Failure doesn't include just me
It includes my family
Because it will drag them down
And I can't afford that
Because my brother
Is my responsibility
Responsibility
Because no one else will do it
He could be more high functioning
If only
If only someone would care
Take care of him
Teach him
He is my brother
He is my twin
So he is my responsibility
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