Fight

Fight

Its what I want to do

When all of you come at me with your so called help

Where was your help when I asked for it?

When I really needed it?

When all of this could have been prevented?

It was no where

So how do you expect me to ask for help now?

When none of you helped before?

I learned how to fight my way against things

Fight for what I wanted

Who are people that help?

Teachers

Police

Social workers

Parents

You guys weren't helping before

So why the hell are you helping now?

Fighting was the only way I got anything done

Why do you expect me to suddenly except your help?

I don't want it anymore

I don't need it anymore

You didn't help when I needed it

So why do you want to help now?

Now I don't trust you 

So now I will fight back

Because I don't see a point in your help anymore

I don't need you

I got this far on my own

I don't want your help

I am a fighter

I am a survivor

And before this is over

I will be dead

Because none of you helped in the beginning

So why did you think i was going to trust you to help me in the end

It's the end

I don't trust you

You failed at your job

Thank you for trying to salvage your job

But I am past the point of help

Nothing you can do will help me anymore

So go away

I don't want it

Because it won't work

I will fight you

But I won't hurt you

I will hurt me instead

Because that was my vow