You ruin my life time and time again
You won't believe what you did
Because you don't know how it began
You would never believe you hurt your kid
I never saw it coming
I only wanted your attention
What I got instead was a beating
So I learned in caution
That you didn't love anyone but you
After awhile I thought I was nothing
You sure beat that into me hard
That I would never be anything
Now for life I am scarred
You hurt me so bad
And always got your way
That I got so mad
That was the day
I ruined your life
I wanted you to feel like I have all these years
I picked up a knife
And cut myself to tears
This doesn't make any sense you say
Well instead of being like you, I took it out on me
How could you hurt yourself in that way?
Maybe it was so people would hear my plea
I suffered all this time
And no one knew
That my mom committed a crime
Against me
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