White Dress

Beautiful craziness

Wonderful heartbreak

Wonder who the actress is

The one who acts all fake

Fake with happiness and fake with cheer

Sometimes it seems she's exactly like a deer

A deer caught in the headlights

Right before the crash

The crash that brings on darkness

She wants that to be her next

The death

The blood

The deer

The crash

Everything mixed together in a world of pain

A girl steps out into a dark road

Following the deer's footsteps

She stops in the middle when she hears a car coming

The car coming straight at her

The women in the car sees the white dress

The white dress hanging of the body of a girl

Like an innocent virgin

That's about to be tainted

Tainted by her own blood

The girl not moving

Standing in the road with her hands raised to the sky

Ready to die

"Stop! Stop the car!!" shrieks the woman

"There's a girl in the road" she yells to her husband

Covering her eyes

Car spinning and twirling on the slick rainy road

"Omygod"

The crash

The blood

The crash

The pain

The blood staining her dress

Dripping and pooling on the linen fabric

Ruining the pure innocence of it

Dark looming figures standing over

Wonders if maybe she's gone to hell

Hears voices like they're so far away

"Oh god.....hospital"

"Girl in.....road"

"White dress"

"Blood everywhere"

"Hit"

*sobs*

Wakes up in the hospital

Confused

The last faces she saw before the crash

Her parents faces

Scared

Driving right at her

Wasn't supposed to happen like that

She was supposed to die

Tears

Well up in her eyes

Roll down her face

Hurting her cuts

Cuts she made before the crash

Cuts

Lacerations

Up and down her legs

Her arms

Across her face

And over and over on her stomach

She hears the voice

"Your daughter is awake you can go in now"

Turns her face to the blank white walls

So as not to see their guilty faces

Her daughter lying it the bed

Red angry marks litter her body

Wonders how she didn't see this happening in front of her very own eyes

Speechless

Can't talk

Can only make out one sentence

"Baby, why'd you do it?"

She looks away from the wall

"I wanted to die mom"

"DIE!!!"

The words echo in her mother's heart

She can see how they are affecting her

She turns back to the wall

Away from their now angered faces

When her daughter turned to face her

She saw the cuts weren't just on her arms

They were on her face

Why didn't she think of the consequences?

She ruined her face

Her chance at marriage

A nice job

A good husband

The girl in the bed closes her eyes

Pretends sleep

Her parents start to walk out

"We won't give up on you"