Lies

White lies

Ones that don't hurt

What's the opposite of that?

Black lies?

But who do they hurt?

Do black lies hurt me?

Or do they hurt you?

I think they hurt both

Black

Black like a bruise

Or black like storm clouds 

Black represents bad things

White

White like pale skin

Or white like cloud watching clouds

White represents good things

But then why are white lies called white lies

If white is pure

But a lie isn't

Is it meant to say 

That the person who is saying a white lie is doing it for a good reason

Is lying good?

Black lies hurt

Like an ever darkening sky

The lie fills my heart

It fills my soul

It fills my mind

With what though?

With trying to make sure no one figures out my lie

If they do

If they do

I'd be filled with relief

But also dread

What would they do once they figured out I lied?

Action would be taken

But maybe I just don't want to talk about this anymore

What they think is bad for me

Well I don't care

If I have to lie I will

I would be empty without it

I don't know who I would be

But I feel guilty

Guilty for lying

I don't want to tell anyone 

Because they would be disappointed

Everyone is happy with the prospect of me being better

At me stopping my dangerous habit

Well I didn't stop

I just lied to everyone

A black lie

One that fills my heart with dread

With black clouds

And it hurts