Slut

One word

Lots of meanings to it

I feel like one

A slut

Even though all I'm trying to do is make people feel good

I feel like a fucking slut

People use me all the fucking time

Do you not realize?

Just because I have a pussy doesn't mean I want your dick in it

If you're horny 

Don't tell me about it

I don't want to hear it

Because even if I don't want to I will help you out

In some sick way 

I want to help you out

Feel like I am useful

Useful for something

Because I am useful for nothing

It gives me some sort of power 

To see you cum

To make you cum

Knowing I did that

Knowing that my words

My body 

Had the power 

To give someone sexual pleasure

Enough to climax

That in itself is a wonderful rush

I feel so powerful

But at the same time 

I feel like a fucking slut

I do this for free

While other people do it for money

Does that in a way make me more of a slut?

In the end I get nothing out of it

I feel powerful

Yes

For like a couple minutes

But in the end I really truly hate myself

I have no self respect for me

And I hate myself