Want to leave

I want to hurt something

I want to cut

I want to hurt me

Not something me

I don't belong here 

And I never did

I don't want to be here

I never did

Everyone else leaves

So why can't I leave

Why are rules different for me

Than for other people

Why can't leave me

When everyone else has before

What's the difference?

The difference is they lied to me

And I never lied to me

I lied to them

They made me promise things

That I couldn't keep