Never Fair

He said because it wasn't fair to me

Well guess what?

Nothing has ever been fair to me

Nothing in my life has ever been fair

Fair doesn't exist in my life

Fair never existed in the first place

If fair ever existed I would have been able to stay at my old foster home

But I couldn't and that's not fair

The whole system isn't fair

And you know it

Fair doesn't exist for anyone

Specially me

So quit trying to make things fair

If things were fair being abused should've been enough

But that doesn't matter at all

How about cancer?

Is that fair?

No I didn't think so

Getting that a year after the abuse stops

Yay me!!

I got to be abused form the inside by medicine that is supposed to help you

Do you think that after all that God would think I don't need anymore bullshit?

Of course not!!

Because CPS was 10 years late with their rescue

So now I am being shuffled form house to house because I am not good enough for anyone

Because no one gives a damn about what happens to one girl

One girl that's been to hell and back

If life was fair I would've been in heaven a long time ago